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wow. my first entry for the year. hehe.
currently at OSA. i only had an 8-11am class today but had to stay til 1pm for our STRAINS post-xmas/new year get together. food galore. i had to eat palabok, pichi-pichi (did i spell it right?), chocolate cake, 3 kinds of pizza and daddy nani's delicious baked tuna macaroni cheese overload (whew!). shuttle's coming at 3pm or 4pm, and i'm still thinking if i'm gonna wait for daddy nani and anne or ill just take the bus. oh well.
some of my college friends are at G4 right now. i wanted to come but then i can't. i sooo want to watch ocean's twelve! i also got to see my highschool friends yesterday. it was fun to see how they looked in their uniforms! except for me and lester, ofcourse. we planned to watch the movie but i'm quite sure that it's not gonna happen. knowing those guys? nuh-ah.
the year has brought me new things. not only material things (thanks for my i-pod mini sis!), but realizations as well. i realized that i become tired of things because i don't let go of them. i'm starting to let go of something i never thought i can ever give up. it hurts but it'll hurt even more if i don't let go of it. i am happy that i still have something to hold on to, like friendship. i know i will find something like it again, maybe in the future. or maybe it'll be the same thing, only free. without someone who owns it. or i can find a new one, something completely different from the former. hehe.
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From Lai:
Sabi mo humiling ka ng magmamahal sayo.
Sabi mo nakita mo na siya.
Tapos nagtatanong ka kung bakit nasaktan ka?
Alam mo kung baket?
Kase di siya ang pinadala.
Pinilit mo lang.
*I hate it when forwarded text messages make me think.
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[19 Dec 2004|12:14pm] |
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I've been busy helping my cousins sell brownies (btw, 150 per box, tell me if you're interested hehe) and completing simbang gabi.
Thank God I can go out. I don't want time alone coz I know I'll do nothing but cry over my dreadful grade. I just can't go out before sunset coz my aircon is not working. Damn.
I've been seeing my highschool friends lately. Too bad our xmas party was cancelled. And my dad did not allow me to go to my friend's overnyt birthday celebration. I still have a few more days para kulitin sya. Hehe.
I miss my collge friends. Sana matuloy yung before-xmas-getaway natin, ha, sam, nikki and lai? Hehe.
I am so tired of wanting something I can never get.
Oh well. Shit happens.
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[17 Dec 2004|01:43pm] |
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Bumagsak ka na ba kahit pinagpuyatan mo ng todo ang project mo?
Nakiusap ka na ba sa prof mo na bigyan ka ng 1 POINT pero hindi pumayag?
Nasaktan ka na ba dahil akala mo aabot ka sa Dean's List?
Nasubukan mo na bang magsisi dahil dapat sana umabot ka ng DOS?
SAYANG.
Natulog na lang sana ako.
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| wish dust |
[20 Nov 2004|11:19am] |
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I just finished watching 13 going on 30. Whenever I watch flicks like that, I always get reminded of my childhood dream of having a best guy friend and end up getting married to him. Really! Too bad my parents did not have a permanent home. I could have had that 'Matt' of my own who would spend three weeks making me my own doll house. Wehe.
I can't wait for christmas vacation to come. I am sick of all those school work and not getting grades that would satisfy me. Thinking about all the things I should do every weekend makes me throw up. I am tired of my redundant life! Grrr.
( news and to-do's )
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[02 Nov 2004|09:38pm] |
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i have a strange feeling that someone doesn't like me. i mean know i can't please everybody, but i just can't understand why the person doesn't like me. labo ba? so if you're reading this, and you're that person, tell me please. this paranoia is making me crazy.
why is it so hard to be happy?
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i missed lj! hehe. i have so much to tell, but then i have so much things to do too. maybe i'll update during the weekend. take my word: it would definitely be LOOOOONG.
wala lang. just letting you guys know that i'm still alive ;).
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[25 Sep 2004|12:41am] |
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I thank God for being the best. For not making me suffer that much. It's not that He makes me suffer, but He makes everything easy for me. I may not have realized that before, but now, I totally understand. I never thought I would be this thankful to Him. I never thought happiness was still part of my life.
Don't get me wrong. I am still not the happiest person alive. But I know I'll be one someday.
My week --- it's splendid. I have long waited for this feeling. The heavy feeling just went away. I may not have gotten EVERYTHING that i wanted, but still, I am happy. I am happy that God made me realize that good things can happen too. I just hope this lasts.
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[21 Sep 2004|09:04pm] |
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Another week. Good thing there weren’t much to do. Except for FREDRAW, where I had to complete 48 thumbnails, and PHILIEN, where I had to pass three reaction papers. I’m planning to change my storyboard coz it’s too mushy and serious. I’m planning to change it to something funny.
There are a lot reasons for me to be happy.
( happy! shalalala )
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[13 Sep 2004|08:10pm] |
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2500 bucks. That’s what I spent for my materials. Of course, my father was shocked. Well, not really, he just asked me why my materials were that expensive. I used the money my sister gave me for my driving lessons, so I’ll have to remind him to give the money back to me. Hehe. And you know what, every time I picked an item, all I said was “Ang mahal!”. Imagine that. The money I spent in just one visit to National Bookstore is Ate Narlene’s (our household helper) one month pay. I felt guilty, but then I couldn’t do anything but buy them. Haaay.
Today, I met up with Mau at Mc Donald’s Sucat. We saw Sir Gary, then Grace and Anne arrived, then Jay and Niño. Mau and I had a good talk. It was a long time since we had that kind of talk. 3 years, I think, was the last one. We were glad to see Sir Gary. He hasn’t shown up to any of our debuts, so we made him promise to attend Grace’s on October 16.
Oooh. By the way, Mau is selling handmade bracelets/anklets. 3 for 50 bucks. Complete with packaging. I’m helping her earn some bucks, so if you’re reading this, buy na! Haha. Here’re some samples:
I haven’t done any of my home works. Nikki and I both agree that our schedule is really nakakatamad. Nakakasira ng extra-curricular activities ang pag-aaral! Don’t you agree?;)
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My first week of school ends today. The week was quite okay, but seemed really fast. I didn't even notice it was already Friday!
( subjects galore )
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| happy bday karen and charm!! |
[08 Aug 2004|01:51am] |
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Just got home from Karen’s birthday celebration. What a tiring day. Whew!
Today is also the last day of our NSTP2 course. We decided to bring the kids to SM Storyland and spend our remaining 6-hour requirement there. Unfortunately, only four kids were able to come. Tin wasn’t able to come too and Charm had to go home early for a baptism. It was fun. I sooo love foosball! Hehe. The rollercoaster ride and the bump cars were fun too. We planned to watch Garfield but we lacked time. We had a studio pic taken, by the way.
Then I went home straight. Kuya Teem, Ate Debs, their cute baby girl, Ate Cha, Kuya Chito, Kuya PJ and Tito Pete were here. I wasn’t really able to get together with them because I was cramming my gift for Karen. At least she liked it. She even said it was her favorite gift. Awww.
I was supposed to go to Mau’s place at 730 but then everything screwed up. Honestly, I was irritated. Not because of Camille being late, but because of something I really can’t explain (that would be another lj entry). Anyway, the party was ok, everything went well. I sang Cartoon Heroes with a voice of a chipmunk (tama ba spelling??!!). A lot of my batch mates were there. I so missed them. I miss my highschool friends. All of them. The whole batch. Haay. How I wish I could go back to highschool.
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[06 Aug 2004|07:10pm] |
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Here at ML. OFAPLIC time. Charm is currently reporting about Shrek. Hehe.
I arrived in school at about 915 AM. We were supposed to have a make-up class in HISTORY but then there was no one in the room. I then learned that my prof arrived at 935 AM and I was not there anymore. Grrr. My friends know that I am fond of being late (hehe. don't get me wrong. i am not proud of being one!) so i was so proud of myself for arriving early. And what did I get? Nothing. I even took a quiz that was not supposed to be taken by those who attended the make-up class. Talk about bad luck.
I still can’t get over my DESPREL seal model grade. 87 is not bad, but I could have done better. I thought I was gonna be able to get something like what I got for my first model. As if I can. My latest model was totally a mess. Sir said he liked my concept, but I am still not happy with my grade. How will I be able to survive college when I totally suck at drawing. Hay.
Today was OSA day for me. I spent half of my day there. At least I was able to make 150 names for Ms. J! hehe. I missed hanging out there. Hay.
I feel malas today. I have a pimple above my eyebrow, I cut my left thumb with a knife, I am sick and it is my third day of you-know-what. Hay. I even asked God to give me something good today because of all the kamalasan I experienced. At least Charm liked the big frame we gave her.
Tomorrow is our last NSTP day. Kuya Teem and Ate Debs wil be bringing their baby tomorrow. Karen's bday celeb is also tomorrow. Haay. So many happenings, yet not one of them excites me.
Haay. I am really looking forward to the day I shall experience happiness.
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got my ofaplic midterm grade already. 3.5. not bad, but then i could have done better. just because of that damn mail merge. grrrr. how could i not learn from my carelessness. this has been my problem eversince high school. next time i'll do better. 95's not bad anyway. i swear i'll work really hard. till my eyeballs pop out. i swear.
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here in ml4. grabe. sir is already announcing our midterm grades and sobrang sumasakit puso ko kasi ang tagal ko tawagin!!! shyet. wala pakong matinong grade. I got a 2.5 in desprel and 3.0 in comoral. i got 3.5 in history but still im not happy. i only got one 4.0, pe pa! and sabit pako dun, 96.8. grabe. the effects of my laziness. i got low grades in comoral and desprel because of my midterm exams. i got a 75 in desprel! i'm not even sure what grades i'll get in filip12 and cathwor because my professors there are totally unpredictable. you'll never know what you'll get from them because they don't tell you your class standing! grrr.
chari's debut is tomorrow. my mom's still sewing my dress. i'm just so lucky i've got a mom like mine. i don't even feel like going because of my grades. i just get easily disappointed whenever i get uncontented with my grades. what the hell am i supposed to do? nakakawalang-gana kasi mag-aral eh. and besides, i don't have an inspiration. gawd.
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Went to school today for the Gestural Workshop. Anne was there too as well as some of those I met during the FOP, plus Lorna, our outsider classmate in FSL. The workshop was fun, just like yesterday, we seemed like just playing. I was amused by this girl, Ria, who’s really good in FSL. I think she’s already passed level 3. How I wish I can sign like that. I just hope I’ll still have extra time next term so I can go on to level 2.
Me and my family ate at Banana Leaf in Town Center. Actually, I wasn’t able to really eat because I was still full. I felt glad because it has been a long time since we all ate together outside, on a Sunday. Our family days were always spent at home. My dad is the type who doesn’t like going out that much. And I think my ate and dad are ok na. Sana lang di na sila mag-away ulit. Ngek. As if that’s possible.
Then me and my mom went straight to SM. I bought Chari and Anne gifts. I bought them the same cute slippers (I was inspired by Beam and May who both gave me cuteii bedroom slippers!) but I’m still undecided to whom I should give the cuter one. Haha. And I’m thinking of giving Anne another gift. I just have to think fast because her birthday’s gonna be tomorrow! I can give it to her on her debut anyway. Oh well.
When me and my sister left the house to hear mass, rain suddenly poured really hard. It even reminded me of The Day After Tomorrow. Haha. Exage. Anyway, there weren’t much people in church, maybe because of the rain. The Gospel was really good. It said that we get much involved with the things we do in life that we forget the purpose of living. True. I’m just not sure of my purpose yet. Hmmm.
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NSTP2 today. I was late as usual. Wasn’t as fun as before. I dunno. Maybe we just got pissed off by one of the kids. It was soooo hot I got soooo irritated. I also had to go back to school for some Sign Language Workshop. Me, Tin, Charm, Sam and JanV were packed in a cab while eating our take-outs from Jollibee. It was quite fun though.
At last, I got to watch The Day After Tomorrow on DVD. It was nice, though I was scared somebody was gonna die that I asked my dad what was gonna happen next since he already saw it. I also got fascinated by Jake Gyllenhaal’s character. Another imaginary man. Man, there’s no way a guy like Sam exists. I also found it really sweet that he joined the decathlon just for the girl. And that he went back for the girl even if the flood was going towards them. And that he got the girl some penicillin. And did I mention that Sam’s a straight a student there? Men like him can only be found in movies, that’s a fact.
Tomorrow, I will have to go to school AGAIN. I’m also planning to have my eye glasses fixed tomorrow. The pink tint’s making me dizzy! I hope I’ll be able to hear mass tomorrow.
I am so excited for my FOTOGRA glass. I just hope I do quite well in it. Good luck.
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Oh happy day!
Today’s the most relaxing day of my week. I also thought that this was the day when everything went my way. First off, I got to have a 14-hour sleep last night. When I woke up in the morning, all I had to do was the minutes of last CSI’s meeting. Then Toby texted me and told me that the meeting was cancelled. I thought I was gonna be late for class but then I arrived at school at quarter to 2. I got to talk to Grace and Anne even for just a while. I missed them both and I was glad I was able to see them again. I thought I was not gonna get a midterm grade in HISTORY that would satisfy me, but then I got a 3.5 and was third highest in the class. I was able to eat the yummy daing na bangus at Red Ribbon I long wanted to eat. I thought Mr. Lalchandani will not be able to receive my Midterm Exam which I sent through email, but then he did. I was lucky enough to check Avril’s Happy Ending Video while making my PPT presentation in class. I thought Grace and Anne were gonna leave me coz I left my OFAPLIC class at 9:10 PM. I thought I was never gonna learn how to do those Avatar thingy but then again I did. Lucky me. I so love this day.
Yesterday was ok too. I wasn’t able to do well in my DESPREL written exam but then I feel quite right. I could have studied harder though. I just have poor memory nowadays. I really don’t know why. But then I was sooooooo glad to get a 95 for my logo model. My sleepless nights definitely paid off, plus the laceration I had while cutting the styro foam! With the kind of professor I have in DESPREL, 95 is like HEAVEN. I so loved him that day. I was glad he appreciated my work. I just wish I’ll do the same next time.
I saw Charles and Valle while riding the bus yesterday. Charles even paid my bus fare. Valle did not even answer my question why he did not come to my debut. Tsktsk. Talk about the effects of having a girlfriend.
I also received a letter from the Registrar’s Office yesterday for the Honor’s Convocation this August 2nd. I just wish I’ll get another one next year.
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[07 Jul 2004|07:52pm] |
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Today’s the only day that I don’t have any Midterm Exam. I still have three exams to worry about. I swear I’ll try to do good this time. I totally slacked-off this term. I’m not really worrying about how bad my grades are, I haven’t failed in any subject YET. I’m just scared I’m gonna lose my scholarship. Haaay. I know I can do better but then I always run out of time. Have to do time management. Wish me luck.
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[04 Jul 2004|09:19pm] |
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Here at niño's house. I envy him because he has his own place. It must be great living by yourself. How I wish I was him.
I was supposed to research for something but then i can't find anything about the topic. That's why I'm writing an LJ entry now! Haha. Heard mass with mau at 630pm. Ayen was there too. Tin was there too. I just feels great to be able to hear mass again. and to see mau as well too. She was asking about scholarships again and she's planning to get one from CSB. I promise I'm helping her this time. I wasn't able to help her last time because I was too busy with school. I just wish I'll be able to keep my promise this time.
I expected to have Shrek 2 dvds today. I'm really depressed to know that Roger forgot to give it to Niño. Grrr. I so wanted to watch Shrek 2 coz my class starts at 230 tomorrow so I'll have extra time to watch. I'm REALLY depressed.
Oh well. have to continue researching. We have a report on Tuesday and I haven't contributed anything for our group. I just wish I'll be able to get something before I leave Niño's house.
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